i know its been awhile since i last did a journal but that is out of pure laziness.
actually laziness is all i do lately >.> maybe because i graduated highschool or feel no goals pushing me anywhere because i have none at the moment... its probably both and more u.u
i know for sure i've been feeling this self awareness that ive become a total bum, getting only four hours of sleep a day too
. cuz i hav no schooling at the moment, i cant get a job, and i have nothing pulling me in any directions. i kinda hate feeling like a bum, but im happy that im spending time with my friends.
i feel pretty lost at the moment with my art. i feel that i lost that inspiration and i need to find it again. maybe i lost some "heart"? basically the only thing driving me to draw is my new badass tablet. the thing just can not be ignored
so to sum it all up, i'm lost at the moment, living like a graduation bum. and indulge my mind in my own little world because i seriously want to ignore reality
i hope everyone is doing well and know what the hell they're doing better than i am